| Hey guys, long time since I actually wrote a post. Life has been crazy, As you know, i've had three senior photoshoots lately.... God's been good to me, and he's been so loving to me... My Birthday's on Sunday, i'll be 21, and that's just so hard for me to believe... where has the time gone? where did the year go? I'm excited, but also wondering what (if at all) I acoplished in the last year, i've had so much dout in my head lately, I have a lot of friend's who are engaged, and getting married, I'm really happy for them, bat at the same time, I have been wanting to get married since I can remember, I watched Emily, and Sarah get married, and I so long for it... But I'm waiting for the man God has for me... I know I'm quote on quote " still young" but i'm so sick of hearing that. I've had dreams, and so many of them have bean killed over the last year, and i've dealt with it on my own, and I've gotten stronger, and am standing up for myself now, and for what I know is right..but i have my own personal hell like everyone else, i have dreams, longings, and desires like everyone else had/has. There disappearing every day.. God is there with me I know, He's shown me how much he loves me, and he's teaching me to trust him. Please pray that I would learn to be paient in waiting for the man God has for me... Pray that i become satisfied in God, and not in worldly things... |
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